wahh.
sumpah i swear blogger is bein sucha pain in th ass!
GRR.
irritsz hookays!
bleargh.
soo luckily onsugar is okay.
bt th date is all wrng laa plk.
alaa.
pape laa ehk.
mls uhh nk ano nie sume skrg.
kwangkwanggkwanggg.
anyh,im widely awake ryte nw.
i ws awaken by th sound of my alarm.
it ws set at 0430hrs evrydae.
cz bein sucha gd daughter,i'll wke up as early as dt each dae jz to heat up th dishes and prepare meals fer sahor.
soo nrmlly i'll slp arnd 3 or 3+ g2,and i'll wke up at 430.
&arnd 7+ or 8,i might fall aslp agn.
bt i dun tink tdy it'll be th same.
i jz dun feel th urge of gg to bed agn.
i jz cnt slp laa.
evnth im sick,i styl cnt go to slp.
tsktsk.
mynd's in a mess nw.
major mess.
mama and papa is hvin a tiff.
mama's hvin cramps due to rbw.
fer no reason;papa's been thrwin tantrums at mie despite noein im sick.
lil' brat is sick and bein sucha BRAT.
lyk GRR blei?!
y is evryonee bein sucha ASS?
lyk criously.
enuff hookays.
i hv my own probs too alryte.
probs wyf sayy too perhaps?
idk.
=/
so plss stp addin burden to my mynd cn or nt?!
SHEESHK.
nw,i dun feel lyk celebratin raye nemurr.
nw,i dun feel lyk headin out nemurr.
nw,i dun feel gd nemurr.
jz feel lyk hidin undr my blanket thruout th whole dae tyl evryth's bttr cn.
since ive lost my appetite,cn i jz stuff myself wyf meds tyl im well.
or bttr styl,cn i sneak and puff tyl im well.
eyebags are gettin worse i tink.
bt hu cares.
hse fone currently unable to make outgg cols.
only cn rceive incmin cols.
yelarh.bill ovrdue.ishk.
ppd's runnin low.
bleargh.
is dere a need fer mie to top-up my ppd?
idk laa ehk.
dun feel lyk usin hp nemurr.
pki pn,bkn nye ade pape.
lyk wt mama saed "kaq,hp kao snyp jek.ape jad?"
&i rplied"huhk?ohh.ntah.tuu psl i ckp i mls mauu pki hp.tkd pape pn ape.tkya pki hp uhh.ha ha ha."
so yesz.
nw im considerin whthr to top-up my ppd nt.
and besides dt,i dun tink i'll be gg on9 lyk usual.
maybe i'll jz go on9 wen deres ppl to chtt to.
if nt,wyl be appearin off9 uhh.
cz its irritsz muchh wen th person/ppl dt u dun wish to cht to,suddenly appear frm nowhr n strtd a conv wyf u.
&th person/ppl dt u wanna cht wyf,isnt on9.-.-"
and as fer tagged;i'll only accpt frn rquests fer th meantyme.
msgs,cmmnts&taggs wyl nt be entertained by mie fer nw.
no mood hookays.
dun ask y.
as fer fb&fs,i'll only chk it wen i feel lyk it.
sumsort inactive laa rdy.
lazyy uhh wanna use all dis ag.
i mean wyf all dis,sumone new might jz pop-up frm nowhr.
&its nt gd fer a rltnshp hookays.
i wnt mention names.
bt i did my mistake too.
active sgt dlm tagged kate kn.
ari2 ajeje.
&wyf wt rcently dt hd hppnd,i finally realised dt its nt gd to contnue doin so.
nnt ajeje sape2 yg nk get involved dlm affair.
TK SUKEE TAUU.
only u noe i noe ehk sayy.
BLEARGH.
hmms.klaa.
gonna wtch telly or hear radio jek laa nw.
tkd mood nk uat pape uhh.
lao kua pn nnt,dragg myself jek laa yerhs.
cnfrm ngn naked face.
heck care uhh.
dh nga saket kple,saket otk,skt ati blei?
ha ha ha.
PS.imissboyfblei?i feel as though we're driftin apart yet agn.i gss i shdnt hv brought up dt topic.bt i jz cnt help myself if i were to feel jls and insecured and blaa3 hookays.kate sygg mahh.bt nvm laa its okay.as lng as kao tauu yg tkd sesiape selaen kao yg aq cintaii sdh ckop okay.kao sndrik ckp drg2 leh own gmbr tap ttap org nye kao jek yg own.and yes.btol kao ckp yg kao sentiase #1 dlm ati aq.and forever it'll remain.ilybbyBoo!
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